Wednesday, May 31, 2006

....On this day, four years ago, my friend Adam's car was out of control, it crashed into a fence, and killed Adam, the other passengers in the car were okay, please pray for him and his family....


http://www.wral.com/news/1492511/detail.html


We love you.. and we miss you tons...


".....wishing still for one more day with you....."

Tuesday, May 30, 2006


Prayer Intentions:
* For my friend Liz and her family
* The vet is comming on thursday to put down her horse Tobe. They have done everything that they can to save him but the disease has progressed and he has become violent and unable to be around people and other horses.
* They are digging his grave out on wednesday.



.....Thank you.....

St. Anthony of Padua patron saint of horses... Pray for us

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they're always the same
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm moving on

At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarentees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I've sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should, but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on



..........Please pray for my daddy as he is traveling up to Ohio this weekend.......

Monday, May 29, 2006















YAY for icons on the internet!!! These are awesome so I thought that I would share. Enjoy!!!










Protect the Unborn:

Thank you, Father, for the gift of life. Thank you for the beauty of the day... for the quiet of the night.. for sunshine.. for rain.. for the seasons... for happiness... even for the sorrows that I do not understand. But most of all, Father, I thank you for the people.. for people in whom and through whom I see you, know you, and love you. Hear this prayer to assure life for the unborn so that they too may one day share the happiness of life and the goodness of your love.

Amen.




MEMORIAL DAY is something really special to my family.......


* The army bear we made my grandpa when we were at the beach*


* Thank you Grandpa for fighting for our Country*


To remember the fallen ones that have served for our country. Thoes that have fought and have not fallen will also not be forgotten.

Today is the day that we say Thank You to all thoes who are risking thier lives so that we could continue our lives as they are today.


American girls and American guys
Will always stand up and salute
Will always recognize
When we see Ol' Glory flyin'
There's a lot of men dead
So we can sleep at peace at night
When we lay down our heads
My Daddy served in the army
Where he lost his right eye
But he flew a flag out in our yard
Til the day that he died
He wanted my mother, my brother
My sister and me
To grow up and live happy
In the Land of the Free
Now this nation that I love
Has fallen under attack
A mighty sucker punch came flying in
From somewhere in the back
Soon as we could see clearly
Through our big black eye
Man, we lit up your world
Like the Fourth of July
Hey, Uncle Sam put your name
At the top of his list
And the Statue of Liberty
Started shakin' her fist
And the Eagle will fly
And it's gonna be hell
When you hear Mother freedom
Start ringing her bell
And it will feel like the whole wide world
Is raining down on you
All brought to you
Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue
Oh, justice will be served
And the battle will rage
This big dog will fight
When you rattle his cage
And you'll be sorry that you messed with
The U.S. of A.
Cause we'll put a boot in your ass
It's the American way

Hey, Uncle Sam put your name
At the top of his list
And the Statue of Liberty
Started shakin' her fist
And the Eagle will fly
And it's gonna be hell
When you hear Mother freedom
Start ringing her bell
And it will feel like the whole wide world
Is raining down on you
All brought to you
Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue
Oh, oh, of the red white and blue
Oh, oh, oh, oh of my red white and blue

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Farriers officially suck.. they should do their job when they say they are going to and not be all lazy. If you wernt so lazy then I could be riding all this week. but no, you said I will do it next week and then my horse pulls two shoes in 2 days and tore up the wall of one of her feet. I have an issue with this current situation.

GRRRRRRR!!!!!!

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending

Thursday, May 25, 2006


Okay so once upon a time ITS SUMMER TIME!!!!!! this school year has been amaz-a-zing.. lol.. we have had our ups and downs but I am really happy to say that I have made some awesome friends this year and I wouldnt trade them for the world. Thanks to all thoes who have been by my side this year, it has truly been a blessing to have soo many great friends.

With the seniors gone it will completely change our school. It will be soo different next year with out ya'll!! we will miss you tons!!! ♥♥

Next year will be intresting with all of our new people comming in next year. I can't wait to see how that will turn out

but as of right now.... I am soooo happy to be out of school and enjoying the summer!!!

♥♥♥

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

WHAT HURTS THE MOST
by: Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken
What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing
What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do Not seeing that loving you That’s what I was trying to do
<3<3<3

Tuesday, May 23, 2006


What actually is time?.....
We always talk about how to waste it. But why waste something so valuable.
If this thing known as time is so valuable what reasons do we have to waste it.
Why dont we live each moment as though it is the last one we will have?
Why dont we tell the one that we love how we feel?
We should be spending time with thoes we care about most.
So, dont worry about what others think.
"You cant help it to love the one that you love, your not supposed to."
Love who you love for a reason even if you dont know what that reason is yet.
*Life is to short to waste time running from thoes whom we love*

Saturday, May 20, 2006


Today I wanted to say a special congrats to the class of 2006 at STMA. Over this past year I have really gotten to know these people very well. They have been amazing friends to me. More than I could have asked for. Freshman usually say that when they go to HS the seniors usually hate them and they are mean. But this is a totally different story with this group of seniors. They have been exceptionally nice and understanding and helpful. They have helped us through the bad times and also through the good ones. We will miss you soo much!! Lunch wont be the same with out you...
♥♥♥


and since I have not yet finished freshman year.. I might wanna go back to studying for exams!!

*Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
I tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her . . .

She is the prom queen
I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader
I'm sittin' in the stands
She gets the top bunk
I'm sleepin' on the floor
She's Miss America . . .
And I'm just the girl next door
Senior class president she must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A back seat debutaunt everything that you want
Never too harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her
But I just want to hit her . . .

She is the prom queen
I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader
I'm sittin' in the stands
She gets the top bunk
I'm sleepin' on the floor
She's Miss America . . .
And I'm just the girl next door
Oh I'm just the girl next door . . .
I don't know why I'm feelin' sorry for myself (myself)
I spend all my time wishin' that I was someone else . . .

She is the prom queen
I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader
I'm sittin' in the stands . . .
I get a little bit
She gets a little more
She's Miss America . . . yeah
She's Miss America
And I'm just the girl next door . . . hey yeah
Hey yeah . . . hey
And I'm just the girl
Oh I'm just the girl next door
Hey yeah yeah yeah
And I'm just the girl
Oh I'm just the girl next door
Hey yeah yeah yeah
I'm just the girl next door
Yeah yeah yeah
She is the prom queen
And I'm just the girl next door
Yeah yeah yeah . . .*


~*~*Theme song for this year*~*~

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

A Wish that will never be granted.......

Last night I had a crazy dreamA wish was granted just for me It could be for anything I didn't ask for money Or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished, for one more day with you.
One more day One more touch One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then againI know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you One more day.
First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl I'd unplug the telephone And keep the TV off I'd hold you every second Say a million I love you's That's what I'd do, with one more day with you.
One more day One more touch One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then againI know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you. One more day One more touch One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then againI know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day.